The YEAR 2012.............
Has been a year to be remembered for not only myself but a large group of new friends and old ones as well. I wrote a blog in March full of BITTERNESS, HURT, ABANDONMENT, CONFUSION, and more PAIN than I knew I had. The Family I had close to my heart was now across the country in California, all that remained was an apartment full of toys, clothes and photographs I turned over one by one. I chose to let the boys go without a fight because I knew that trying to keep them would just make things nasty between The Woman and I, besides I knew that she needed them as much I did but alot more at that time. Sometimes we solicit advise when when our heart already has the answers, besides I wasn't left alone I still had my first born to raise. I will have to revisit some things later because I'm only writing whats on my heart at this moment, so I will give you a small piece of where I am because of where I been in the year 2012.
Before I found out that divorce was on the table again, I made a video claiming that 2012 was going to be a show!, not only a show but I was going to be at my creative best, take risks and expand my DJ/Sound business. I had just came back from Los Angeles for an event that gave me a financial push to make our Christmas a decent one and also make me feel I could really become a traveling DJ not just a local name. So I was on a high, as my head was in the clouds my earth had shifted. I believe God knew where I needed to be mentally so I was blessed with 2 more major accounts T-Mobile & ATC INCOME TAX as the lead for a big promotion push, the beauty of that account was I was doing the same things I was doing almost 14 years ago at So So Def & No Limit Records- BULL HORNS and ALL THE PROMO MATERIAL I needed, it was a piece of cake and the money was right! I was good up until the immediate tax season was over and the moment they left. 30 days of DARKNESS! ha ha I even put BLACK SHEETS over the windows, any ways lets jump forward.
The days of Darkness weren't as Dark as I thought looking back now, I never lost my COMMITMENT to my HIGHER POWER and you guessed it working out! When I was in LA I visited a college buddy Jevon even though he's a different Frat, we all one Frat now GROWN MEN! ha ha We had a great talk about everything, NO DAYS OFF! getting focused,no excuses, remaining focused, life and it's BS, but again OUR COMMITMENT to our Higher Power was right on point! I keep mentioning the key words HIGHER POWER & COMMITMENT, they mean everything, at least to me and the few folks that jumped on with Nakidfine. The beginning of Nakidfine wasn't about getting Nakid & being Fine it really was about fellowship and folks getting on one accord about getting their lives back on to better choices, staying focused and finding that motivation to kick life right back. You may think I'm jumping around but I'm not--- I will close here and attempt to piece the rest together later before we have some fun with this blog thing. I need you to picture this person--- OVER 30, looking in the mirror, WHAT DO THEY SEE? great chance they are slightly over weight, not physically fit as they may have once been, LIFE has somehow slapped them in the face, MAYBE a DIVORCE, JOB LOSS, Mortgage ISSUES, whatever so many issues but it's something that has caused you to slip when it comes to taking care of yourself (BODY SPIRIT MIND) Well that's when we started this thing! Yeah soon it will be a year later, but 2012 is where it began and my story is only one of getting over something painful. Trust me MY INBOX STAYS FULL! One by One We are winning and overcoming our problems WHILE LOOKING GOOD!!!! ha ha My story is PAIN & PHYSIQUE! and OUR STORY IS NAKIDFINE!!! I want to thank everyone who shares and inspires daily in our group. Today Chasity inspired me! We need each other more than we know at times! Stay motivated, positive and focused!
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